I met with my therapist, we talked, I talked, wait, I talked she asked questions. She wants me to write down every day my highsand lows. I have what's called Anhedonia. No emotions, Numb, comfortably numb? No just numb. I have kids, do you know how hard it is to raise daughters, while having a mental breakdown? Yesterday I spoke with my boss and have decided to go part time, PRN. Scary, right? No insurance anymore for my family. I can pick it up, at great expense though. This bites, can't even have a breakdown like a normal person !?! Thats funny! Normal people. Is there such thing???