So you see the water drops on the window, that's how I feel, everyday. Even on mt best days. How stupid! I can't help how I feel though. I spent 6 days in the Nut Hut. Best 6 days of my life! I am doing 1:1 counseling with a therapist now, and have my own psychiatrist to handle my mess. Yay!!!! Anyway, just wanted to start somewhere. I'll be back.